today i ate all brian's orange and red sour patch kids because he wasn't here to protect them.
i've been creating ridiculous to-do lists just so i can cross things off and feel like i've accomplished things. it's very gratifying. i've even been adding things i already did, just to cross them off. somehow it helps relieve the anxiety i feel that things are spiraling and i have no control over them. i can control a to-do list. it is a tiny corner of the universe that i can completely manipulate. something for me to cling to.
the time i have not spent crossing menial tasks off a fabricated to-do list i have spent stopping francie from "dominating" crosley. she's a bossy little thing and likes to assert her authority as frequently as possible.
maybe i should add "buy more sour patch kids" to my list. and perhaps "watch dog whisperer".
About Me
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- k
- i like my pajamas and reading all night on my big purple couch. i take the stairs. i can't stand crowds, scraping ice off my windshield, or toast crumbs in the butter.
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